i have many flaws. just like everyone else does. im ok with that. i complain, im not “beautiful”, i have my blonde moments (days), and i get scared. and i’ve accepted them all. except.. i fall in love to easily. thats the one flaw i wish i didnt have. the one thing im not ok with. but it still happens

I’m okay with the way things ended. I told him how much I loved him and he chose to walk away. I did all I could to make things turn out good but in the end it was out of my hands. He made the final decision to end it, not me. I gave him the ultimatum and he chose the option that resulted in me leaving. Not my fault at all. I’m going to smile because I’m never going to look back and regret something I did or didn’t do. Any chance I got I did what I thought would bring us closer together. And even when I would have been perfectly justified, I didn’t do anything that would hurt him or cause stress in his life. I waited for as long as I could, longer than any sane person would, put up with more shit than you would have thought a love struck girl would be able to put up with. Apparently in the end it wasn’t enough. And I’m okay with that. I have to believe that things were out of my hands because they just weren’t meant to be. Sucks but it is what it is. 

When someone loses feelings for you , it’s never “good” . Remember that you put 100% in the relationship and that it’s his loss . You shouldn’t hold any regrets knowing that you loved with all your heart . He will someday feel what you are feeling now . Karma is impossible to escape . 

You won’t understand how hurt I was .
No one ever will .
You know me so well .
Yet you hurt me ..
and you still didn’t notice .
When you said “u sure?”
I said “yea :D”
and you didn’t bother asking again , just because I put a FAKE FACE .

Fuck cyber space , I want reality where you can see I was crying ..